i love random.
hallie and i went to columbus on monday, ended up staying until wednesday evening. i got a complete chest piece tattoo, all in one sitting. bonded with dan. had fun with greg and travis. purple glove party. vodka. newly invented drinking/card games. old man the width of texas, and height of a midgit wearing a belly shirt ( "oh dear God" ). "yim not a bird. youre a bird". making new friends. overflowing toilet. piss covered floors. kool-aid made with vodka in place of water. apartment that you can literally see the entire thing by taking 7 steps. pancakes lubed with chunky peanut butter. EGGS AND BREAD. peeing in the alley ,every time. SALVIA. ( <<<<<must try it <<<<<).
much more. too tired to talk.
take that as you will.

ps. pics of my new tattoo shall be posted soon. 

im doing it.
im buying a one way plane ticket to hawaii.
one week from today.
i have 3 paychecks that i havent cashed yet, only equally about $220. but i get paid one week from today which will definately give me enough money to buy the ticket.
one way tickets are $300.
im doing it.
im proving everyone wrong.
im actually going to go through with moving away this time.
and this is far away.
im doing it.
ill be leaving december/january.
im doing it.

just got home from florida last night.
amazing.
got some good ole', very much needed family bonding time.
got a nice tan.
and got my very own movie scene to end it with.

kissing a british boy on the sand, while the ocean tide crashes into you every so often, under a meteor shower.
maybe romance isnt dead.

ill give you a quick recap of everything that happened while i was in the wonderful state thats so far away from here:

plane ride there was smooth sailing. no bumps.
got to our condo, went straight to the beach , where my sister and i jumped in fully clothed. ha
continued to go to the beach for a few days.
went to universal/the island theme park for an entire day. sister and i got swamp ass, our thighs rubbed,and we got sunburnt.
next day did pretty much nothing. but shopped and such.

thursday pat came to my condo at like 3ish. hung out with him at the beach all day . then he took my sister and i back to his house and we got pretty shitfaced with a game of kings, and asshole.  had lots of fun.
he took us back the next day. went back to the beach, then out to eat with pat and my family.
friday night my sister and i took out left over liquor to the beach and met some really hot,naked, british guys.
had my movie scene.
then they disappeared, with our liquor we believe. but we were too drunk to know for sure if they ran away with our liquor, or went into the water and we just lost our liquor. either way...we left them there, and we didnt have our liquor when we went back to the condo. ha
best night ive had in a lonnnnng time.
saturday aka my last night there was pretty much pointless.
all we did was drive around looking for gator land, or something like that.
7 people in a 6 person car. for like 4 hours. not so great. and since iw as the littlest one who was over the age of 5, i was the one that got to be sitting on someones lap the whole time.
airplane ride home pretty much sucked. lots of bumps. but i got the window seat on the way home so it wasnt THAT bad.
all in all. best week ive had in too long.

lots and lots and lots of pictures of the vacation on my myspace. =D

so, apparently im a whore.

oh well.

florida in 3 weeks and counting.
i was plannin on havin a house party while my parents were gone, cause i was gonna leave on the 6th and they were gonna leave on the 4th. but turns out my uncle got me a plane ticket on the same flight as them. soo..no house party. however, i get 2 more glorious days in florida. :) no complaints.

im really hoping that i find a really cheap apartment down there. because trust me, ill be looking. and if i find one...i wont be returning. at least not for anything but to pack my shit up. 

i need to get out of this area.

what would any of you say if i told you i was thinkin about checkin myself in to the 4th floor at sharon regional? because i definately think i need it. or i need something, at least. i told ariel i was thinkin about it. im just not 100% positive yet. lets see what florida has to offer me, first.

<b>i need a job</b>, so if anyone can hook me up with ANYTHING...ill be yours, forever.

hmmm....lets see...

i really wanna see pirates of the carribean. as lame as that makes me sound. i loved the first one, and ive heard good things about this one.

ive been completely unmotivated to do anything lately. and i think im gaining weight because of it. which isnt good. i stay at my  house constantly. reason 1 : no car, and i hate depending on other people for anything. reason 2 : depression is sinkin in. its starting to hit me that i really dont have anyone to count on. or love. 'cept ariel. but she doesnt really count. :) 

meh..

the only time i write in this thing is to write down my problems, anymore.
i feel like im tryin to make everyone feel sorry for me.
not true. its just, writing down my feelings makes them a little better for the time being.
you dont have to read my entries.
theyre boring. :)